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Wednesday, November 10, 2010Y
i'll try to stay strong...

ytd sent off dar at airport... i was lousy, cried in the car on the way there, cried at the airport when bid him goodbye, cried on the way back home and cried at home too.
my eyes were so tired fr all the crying, but the tears just flowed whenever i tot of him, hwo lonely and lost i'd be without him...
i noe i'm too dependent on him. but really, my life's mostly abt him. we dun meet everyday but fridays and weekends unless we hav sth on, he'll be by my side. It's so nice to hav someone to stick to without having to think what to do, where to go everytime. we can just hit town every weekend and dun get sick of it.
hmmm this time would be a one-month plus thingy. i wasnt this upset when he went L.A last yr during CNY. maybe cos CNY kept me busy.. and cos this one's a risky country, i'm more worried abt him. the past few days when we meet, didnt spend quality time tgt cos he had lots to prepare for the trip. and i noe he must have had lots of things on his mind, just like ytd...afraid that he'll forget to bring anything.
today was a lil better cos work's busy as usual, making me occupied. but still feel empty cos i cant sms him much. i dun even noe wad to do this weekend and i hate to plan... -__- *

hmmm... i'll stay strong. i'll try.

sweet ^o^ 7:49 PM