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spent today alone... wasnt boring at all thou. haha i kept myself busy....

this post is just to vent my frustration which i dun wanna post on FB.
i posted my status of me being sick and puked at work twice. (in fact i vomitted again midnight)
ridiculously, pple started speculating that i'm having a baby. i noe it may be like a joke or sth... but i dun like this joke. it's silly and what if pple take it for real? I AM NOT PREGNANT, i want to say again.

anyway i'm on MC again cos i decided to rest at home in case i vomit again at work.
watched TV, napped, and ... started on my photo album of our HK trip~ i love doing craft actually but i'm not good at it so i always spend alot of time. but hope it turns out pretty!!
i rmb spending good few weeks to complete the album for trip to HK with my poly clique few yrs back. this time, i'm gonna put in twice the effort and make the album colorful and nice! =)
will post up the pics soon.. but-i only did one page today...hahhaaz.
so looking forward to the coming weekend and hopefully i've recovered so i can eat the things i want!! haha piggy me...

i noe must be tiring reading bout my sick posts... but that's the only updates i have recently!
was on MC ytd, rested at home... I grew to love Style by Jury! haha it's on chn 5, i dun think u all have the chance to watch cos it's at 2.30 pm so everytime i'm on half day or mc i get to watch it.
returned to work today. Felt a lil better than ytd... didnt bring my med to work cos i oe it'll make me drowsy. i cant afford that to affect my work cos i'm alrdy blur by nature.
except my hoarse voice, i was quite ok... Till near end-day.
i coughed till I vomitted my lunch out, and barely an hour ltr, i vomitted again. It stomach muscle ached cos of the throwing up.... my nice colleague offered to take over my duties and i left ard 6pm just now.
i must recover cos i'm missing the sin-ful food i always consume...tidbits, fried stuff and fast food... it's boring to without them!

oh yes, and today is another tatNchele day. HAPPY 80th month DarlinG. *Loves.

yes i finally got over my 1st driving test ytd... the verdict - FAILED.
i wasnt as upset as i thought i would feel.... not very disappointed either cos i kinda expected it since my standard is... ... felt my tester was very kind to me. he was patient and even wished me good luck. when he broke the news to me, i gues he tot i couldnt take it... he sounded so apologetic. haha he's way too kind.
hmmm and i'm really glad many friends msged to wish me luck before the test... really appreciated that. esp Jasper...
It's ok i shall try harder next time.

after the test, dar fetched me and we went town for lunch and some shopping. Bought dad a simple wallet for father's day thou i'm super broke now.
then met bestie at Novena. intro her to chicken hotpot and Udder's. =)
hmmm the whole day ytd, i coughed hard till my stomach muscles hurt. and i'm losing my voice... all thanks to the durian i ate few days ago - craved for it thou i havent fully recovered. haha serve me right huh.

Went to Jasper's mum's wake ytd... i'm relieved to see him ok... at least tat's what he seemed. but i guess it'll take some time to cope with the loss of a loved one, one u see everyday. I didnt attend the funeral this morning. Dar did... and when he told me the details, i cried. Hmmm life is really vulnerable. So dears, pls treasure ur loved ones before they are gone.

on half day today cos i had driving lessons again. Circuit is hard! esp the S-course... haha
i'm still not a steady driver i think.. i suck. but i've been trying my best... thou not much improvement. my test is this sat!! omg~ really really gotta pray tat i pass... and can share th good news. but i doubt i can cos i noe my standard...
just hope i can take it easy and scrape thru somehow... hahaazz. i'm too stressed that even the thought of driving makes me nervous!!
i need to pass... i wan my weekends back.... and sew the hole in my pocket. =P

pls gimme luck deAries...

been feeling quite down lately.... cos of the stress at work and driving.
tied down by these 2 that i hardly have anyleisure even during weekends.
really hope i can clear my driving real soon and get it over and done with...
esp cos the past few weekends are all burnt... maybe the last time i had a good weekend was universal studios.
and weekdays, i hardly meet up with anyone nowdays. home after work for dinner then that's about it. been sleeping early cos i'm really tired by 11. BORING.

hmmm feeling much better today....
but, work sucked!
really hate facing difficult customers... ridiculous, demanding, arrogant and crazy customers drives e nuts. Maybe pple say customer service are like tat and u'll get immuned to it. till now, i dun. and the frequency of getting irritated or bullied by such crazy pple is more over here, sadly.
I'm not regretting my job now. there are still things i like bout my present job than the one at CPF. but i wonder why i get stuck in this line -customer service when i hate handling such complaints and shit.
not tat i wanna chnage job la .haha okok i just needed to let out.

pls make my days better!! it's not smooth past few weeks and really i need a breather.

thanks for everyone concerned.. Facebook, SMS or tag...really appreciate ur care!~
i'm better already... thou still recovering from other syntoms
ytd morning had a fright cos my fever shot up to 38.8 then by noon i was ok le. crazy right...
and crazily, i went for my driving cos i couldnt afford to miss anymore lessons. My 1st circuit lesson. found it kinda fun actually thou it's harder than normal driving... challenging S-course and the parking lots were really cramp. everywhere was crowded. and i didnt have much strength tat i had difficulty pulling up the hand brake!
back to work today... realised almost everyone is down with cough or flu! that's really bad!! i hope i didnt spread the virus.

hmmm guess besides bdayS, times when u're sick u'd noe who are those that really cares...
and when i'm sick is reallty the time i need most care and love.
maybe she'll not see it but big Hug and thanks to my Caipeng friend... for being here for me the past few days. She kept sms-ing me to check on how i was feeling, it really warms my heart~ u can be my bf le!

hmmm this weekend is BorInG. cos i'm sick...
starting out with flu and sore throat early week. Went to see doc but still went to work with MC cos i could still take it...
then ytd my cough got worse... started feeling very warm for a period, then very cold the next. What's worst, SM held a long long serious meeting again cos of auditors' findings. work has been hard recently cos more and more expectations and standard, more diff customers...
SM issued a strong note that is mitakes are repeated again, she will have to be firmand issue a ltr of warning to us...
I felt reakky bad cos some of the mistakes are cos of me. My seniors too but i felt so bad... i teared after the meeting back-facing them. But one of them called me and i didnt respond cos i wanted to hide... but they still saw. -__-* i hate crying in front of pple cos i noe they'll think i'm weak. maybe i'm just too emo, since young. over the years i've learnt to swallow when i can and dun be so soft... But still, i guess i'm still me. was glad that my bunch of colleagues was really concerned and comforted me.
The journey back was looong cos i felt so unwell. went to dar's house for dinner, then realise i was running high fever of 38.3 degrees. so dar brought me to the doc at Northpoint... Fever subsided just now b4 i went out for lunch, but back again. =( i have to get well cos i have drivig lessons tml which i cant afford to miss.
i hate being sick.... hate the whole process.
tml would be alone cos tart has duty.