Welcome to Chele's world

crying is tiring... i easily cry... but only for things a care about... people a care about...
i'm really lost now, i dunno where we are going...
the problem lies with me, i know... but i dunno how to amend it...
i tot love is simple, and as long as there is love everything could be solved...
but i guess it's not...
my eyes are really tired from all the crying... my heart still aches...

find that ebing office girl's not that bad actually... except for waking up early and travel to town for work..
i like to see those classy business people around that area dressed all so professionally..
but one thing... i MiSS my FrienDs!! though lectures and tutorials are boring... but we can chat chat and eat eat...
wonder if they miss me too?
and of course, miss my dear... cos now we seldom spend time together as we're both working...
but nvm we'll get used to it... must train or else i'll be miserable when he's serving NS ...
anyway, ytd went to watch "the date movie" at Ps after my work cos saw the MRT ads and it looked like a must-catch comedy... but! i'm disappointed! felt like walking out of the cinema actually.. it's damn lame ... some scenes are disgusting... ok, it's funny...
but there's hardly constructive story-line... guyS, pls dun go watch this!

it's the first week of my ITP... hmmmn, i'm sent to the Wholesale corporate marketing department...
the people there are generally niCe... polite and look friendly.... and they are very professonal... everyone is formally dressed... they are also very serious in their work... busy everytime.... and of course, me too.
i'm assigned to many tasks which overlap one another before i could even complete them...
i thought i'll be like doing odd jobs for them, but it turns out that i'm even trusted to helpthem in their projects! and the very challenging financial spreadsheets...
dear is so nice, acc me almost everyday for lunch cos he know i'll be lonely eating by myself or will feel weird eating with the bunch of itp guys...
working office is really no life! everyday drag myself outta bed when my eyes could even open, and drag myself home feeling damn tire from facing the computer everyday...

my short holidays before my ITP... went to shop for my sister's birthday presents...(thankS to xiaojun for acc-ing me) at around 4 plus she went off to meet heR bf Yuan quaN... i only bought one earring meant for my sis ... but later decided to keep it for myself ...hehe~
so off i went pathetically shopping alone with myself at bugis... bought my cousin cum his gf's presents... a coupLe shirt... and got my sister a khaki color short jacket... she really likes it! spent alot of money buying presentS recently... so many march babies! next moNth is my tuRn!!
ytd went to my cousin cumgf's birthday party at pasir ris chalet... watched memoirs of a geisha there... was engrossed in tat movie... cos it's very interesting... evoked my interest bout geiShas... i've always thougt they are japanese prostitues but in fact they are not...
got a haircut toDay... i go adventurous and tried at a salon tat i've never been and never heard pple going there to cut... i dunno whether i like my new hairstyle... my fringe is ok..but the rest i think is too short... and she cut layers for me so it curls now... i still prefer straight, long, sleek hair...
tomorrow is the start of my ITP... i pray that everything would turn out well...
just read few of my frens' blogs... min and lyn mentioned bout their clubbing experiences... last week xiaojun went clubbing too... and brendan... seems like so many of my frens are into clubbing...
and i've NEVER been to clubs before... i'm curious bout how i'd be like... dancing to loud music and drinking... but i guess i'll just be so stiFf to even move... or maybe u'll think i'm not moving but in fact i'm already dancing.. so embarassing...
sth's wrong with me these few days... i get frustrated so easily... i expect more... i'm unreasonable... insanity has struck me...