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today's another paper down... FMKT.
it's kinda a miracle... cos i managed to finish before time and left the room half an hour b4 tat...
-WoW-
one last paper to go... the one which i need to pass desperately... CRAA.
these 2 days studied at woodland library with tarT... it's great that we really did study...
but of course most of the time there was slacking and seeing mags...
dear got his job at levis' to pass his 3 months before his Ns enlistment...
glad that he found a job, so he wont be lonely during my attachment...

ytd treated my family + dear to eat claypot frog legS!! yum yum~ some pple may think it's disgusting,
but tell u wad, they're a delicacy! unlucky thing happened before i got to eat my fOOd... a group of small gals were playing with their crushed aluminium cans at the field beside us...
all of a sudden i saw sth flying past dear. and next thing i knew, it hit my forehead... *ouch.
it was a little red and swollen, and i was in pain...
dear helped me rubbed my heaD to ease the pain... was still in shock...
i was fortunate that the sharp edges of the can didnt strike me... or i would have bled or been disfigured in the forehead... hahaz, bought 4D cos mum said, maybe will strike "tou jiang"( the first prize)... we'll see...

the naked truth...i'm imperfect, but it's only just me...
i yearn for acceptance...
ur reassurrance made me glad.... u have chosen to love me... so u will...

hmmmn... it just struck me... that life is so fragile...
it is destined and beyond our means of control ... we are helpless..
i'm suddenly afraid of death... ok i'm not trying to say that i'm not scared of death in the past, but now i'm More afraid.. and i really hope i wont be diagnosed with any terminal disease when i grow old...
cos it will be such a torment...
anyway, i just had my 2 papers over this week... blaw and FF... both sucks... ff was difficult and blaw i didnt have enough time to complete the pape...left with 2 more papers to gO...
i must be motivateD! meanwhile i'm quite excited yet nervous bout my ITP at OCBC...
thou i'e worked before but this time is a little different...
not too late to wish everyone good luck for their eXams...

me with vdAy flowerS... he's besiDe me

^^* min min's 20th birthday^^* cheeroz...
at tart's house now for dinnEr... had a simple celebration for min just now...
went marche... oh yUp!~ my plan worked well... me and pei eng bought a mini raspberry cake from st. leaven for min... then settled down at marche before calling min to say we have reached and told her to meet us there...hahaZz... then we lighted the candle and waited for her to arrive... sang a short happy birthday song for her... just a small surprise bah... hahazz... she say ," wah so romantic ar.." hope she liked it...
pei eng gave her body shop shower gels... mango and coconut one... the mango one smells not bad... but i think the other is too strong..and i gave her a flesh imp purple top... and a birthday card... here's our feast at marche... some potatO thingY, soft shell crabs and fish n crab soup...
wanted to have breezers but the gals chose sparkling water, so i went along with passion fruit...
chatted while eating... seems to have alot to talk about... though only few days since we last saw each other... we took alot of neoprints.... at cineleisure and heeren... all NiCe... but err the effects on our skin color a little funny... this is our 2nd neoprint - the 3 of us...
oh ya~ bout my itp... posted to OCBc centre... paY $30 per day... so one month around 600... not bad not baD... quite contented with it... and i not alone... with lydia . but a pity that the gals not same place la...

valentines' day was just over... had an almost perfect vday with deAr...
shall start at the very beginning of the special day...
went to school for BPS test ... was quite fuN recording radio advertiseMents and reading a passage oN
a school speecH... did it over and over again... to make it perfect for MrS mok's ears...
BUT the final saved version was not what i'm most satisfiEd with. -_-*
goNNa wave this course goodBye... a little BU SHE DE cos it's my favourite module!~ had fun in this module
and guess the rest of my friends did as well... i never missed one of her lessons willingly...
then went to POSB to replace my passbook and ATM card... queued for a long time!
started preparing myself for the vday date with deAr...woRe my fav pink halter dress.. worE make up... hahazz...
dear say i'm becoming more vain!~ before i was ready... dear arriVed at my housE... with his surprise for me~~
it was a box of strawberries dipped in chocolate fudge and white chocolate, with pink cream on top..
is ur saliva dripping? u should have tasted it... yuMMy.. ~~ thanks deAr for ur effort...
AND there's flowers! much to my surprise cos really didnt expect it... abouquet of flowers. he brought me to newton cirucus to have dinneR,... quite weird, cos everyone there dressed casully except us... tart was wearing a long-sleeved shirt.hahazz... my shuai shaui dear.
after tat went orchard... saw so many gals with flowers...! but mine is the nicest ok! what a xinfu feeling seeing so many couples hand in hand, lovingly ... =)

into the study week noW... but i dun think i'll study for the enitre week...
would probably just study a few days bah...
something made me very angry, but aint gonna say it here... fiNally... all the projects are Over ...
still waiting for my ITP results... dunno where i'll be placed...
really hope there'll be a friend whom a can have lunch with during the ITP... or i'll be so lonely!!

I LOST MY WALLET YTD! YES, THE ENTIRE WALLET WITH MY CARDS, MONEY, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, MY FAV NEOPRINTS TAKEN WITH DEAR, LYN AND XIAOJUN... ALL BIG BIG ONES... AND THOSE ARE ALL THE NEOPRINTS I LIKE MOST... SHIT*
DAMN UNLUCKY LOR... DIDNT REALISE UNTILL I REACH THE FOODCOURT WITH MIN, WANNA BUY STUFF TO EAT...
SEARCHED HIGH AND LOW FOR IT... EVERYWHERE ... BUT OF COURSE... DIDNT FIND IT BACK... WHO WOULD BE SO KIND RIGHT... BUT I REALLY HOPE THAT A KIND , LOVELY SOUL WHO HAPPENED TO FIND MY WALLET SOMEWHERE WOULD RETURN IT TO ME...
BUT IF NOT... DAMN THAT STUPID ASSHOLE FOR NOT RETURNING IT TO ME... U KNOW HOW IMPORTANT IT IS TO ME? AND THE REPLACEMENT OF ALL MY CARDS IS BIG EXPENSE TO ME OK! AND THE TROUBLE OF REPORTING ... U'LL BE CURSED FOR LIFE!! U'LL LOSE STH PRECIOUS TO U FOR CAUSING MY LOSS... U SHALL BE LIABLE FOR EVERYTHING... DAMN U!!!

happy new year to all my dearS...!!~
hahazz... new year... in pleasant new year mood...
been busy visiting past few days... on the first day as usual, went to visit my ah ma first... but cos this yr we took our own sweet time to doll up, we only reached there bout 4 plus...
many of my relatives leave le... didnt get to meet them = less angbaoS... -_-
but nvm ... hahazz,... except my ah-ma house... for visits to my other relatives' house, ah dear came along also...
my mummy asked him along de... hehe... so good hor... think she quite like him now... my papa too... and the rest of my cousins... good good... he's scoring pointS!
today skipped my tutorial cos i was too tired to go...
sleep very late these few days...
oh yup!~ on the 2nd day of CNY, had our cousinz movie date :: i not stupid too ::
very nice show... touching.... meaningful... hehe...we gals all cried...
my cousin stayed at my house... slept at 4 plus...
then the following day went to kboX for k-lunch... hehe... sang alot of songs despite my horrbile voice after recovering form my illness...
till then, bye....