*my deePest sympaThy to tSunaMi vicTimS... maY thE worst be ovEr sooN...*
few more hours before 2005... i didnt go for countdown todAy.
perhaPs cos i'm not in a mOOd to go ouT to celebRate or sth... wanted to go beach toDay with deaR, but cos the weathEr these few dayS is qUite bAd... rainInG thrU'ouT, so wE canceLLed ouR plaNs...
wenT to tart's houSe... watCHed vCd. we've just kiNDa made up todAy, cos thou we met yesterday, we didnt reALLy talk.
at his houSe i suddenLy tot of wanTing to sEE all the letteRs tat sHueN (his ex) wrote to her in the PasT... he refuseD to let me see at firsT, but i beGGed him to... alSo with his mum's help... hehe
it maDe me reaLised alot of thinGs suddenly... i'm not sad/unhappy or anythinG...
saW tat one of the PiCs they took... kiSSing...
kept staring at the piC, i dunno why... and feLt...tat my heart achEd.it jus did... what's wrOng with me? i knoW it's all in the pasT le... and i reaLLy dun miNd...
anyWay...
*haPPy 2005 eveRyone!!* hugZ
9:12 PM
Thursday, December 30, 2004Y
to my deAr...
*soRRy* i know i made u very upset..it's all my faulT...
hoPe u've cheeRed up...
*muaCkz
3:11 PM
Sunday, December 26, 2004Y
my bEloVed frieNds tat i MiSS...
i miSs aLL of u so so muCh....
much more than i can describe...
ShaRoN ... weNling .... sHeriN ... jiNgxuAN... ahMad.... rAymonD...
and lyN....!
and all nyjc guitar club memberS...
7:36 PM
Saturday, December 25, 2004Y
hO hO hO...^^ meRRy x'MaS!!
heeZ* merry christmaS evrybody!!
on christmas eve, yeSterday, wenT to sEouL garDen to havE x'maS feaSt...! *yum yum
we ate at MariNa SqUare's seoul gardEn... there got a bit "ULU"... the environmeNt not nice de, very meSSy and dirty... and it's use chaRcoaL to cook de... but weLL, despite this, we had lotsa fuN eating togetheR... we thRee couples (edmund+ jingsi, boontat + siew fang, me + dear) and two eXtra lonely souls (soon hwa + zijiang).
hehe~ we ate for very long... chaT whiLe eating... taRt ws quite quiet thru'out... dunno why... mabe he busy eatiNg lorZ~ hahaZZ-
after tat cos me and siewdang canT reach home too late, the "extras" wet to countdown, edmund and jingsi wenT cAMping at east coaSt, ad left we 2 couples togetheR.
we waLked to the meRlion paRk and esplanAde... the atmospheRe there so niCe! very cRowdeD... almoSt all there aRe cOupleS... so the sUrroundiNg feeLs kinda rOmantic*.
tOO bad i goTTa erach hoMe beforE 1am, so not long after tat we wEnt seperate waYs to take train... oh Ya!!~ siew fangso swEEt .. she gaVe uS christmas present... all very very prETTy chocoLateS^^gonna let deaR eat them sinCe i dun barE to...~
goT lotS of cardS & x'maS presenTs! giFts frOm jie jie, muMMy, dear, sieW fang...eTC. and carDs froM shaRon, hweeSIan, xiuzhen, sereNe, KimhonG,huiZhen...etc.
hehe musT give special meNtion to this: my surprise froM dear...!
i gueSSed correctly, it's floWerS!! he gave me this bIg bouquet of peAch roSEs, 9 roses accompanieD by other floWeRS!!~
know he spENt lotsa effort anD monEy to get me tat... and also dear gave me a blouSe tat i chosE the other time...*heeZ
thankS dear!!!! muacKZZ
today me anD tart broughT zhiSheng to weSt coasT!
it's after quite lonG tat we poNder on where to gO...
haD lotSa fun there... playeD like a kiD at the playgrouNds.
got oNe very scary then i kept screaming... dear had to get me doWN. hahaZ-
9:34 PM
Wednesday, December 15, 2004Y
daMn daMn sAd... ...
i'm so so so damn damn damn sad... =(
today went for lunch with brendan, was quite happy de... after tat met sister for shopping de...
but after we walked from heeren all the way to far east plaza,
i just tried on the first top, den suddenly realised that my phone is miSSinG!!!!
i searched my bag over and over again, didnt want to believe my "hubby" is really gone missing.
and shit happens... it's really loSt... and i dun even know how i lost it... i think it must have been stolen, cos i called back but the phone is switched off. i remember vividly tat i put it in my baG... but i didnt close the zip of my bag and i slinGed it to the baCK.
do u know, i really love and treasure my phone thou it's not some supEr ex phone... but really cherish it.
but now it's gone!!!!
i felt so silly, crying while i searched everywhere for my phone. the pple must have tot i'm such an idiot.
i feel so loSt now, i can nth to get it back.... wheneveR i'm reminded of my cute handphone cover and precious hp... and all the ringtones, MMS and all tat...i cant help feeling so damn sad.
with tat, i lost all my contacts too... only can remember a few...
i reaLLy HATE whoever took my phone!!!! i wish i can just give him few slaps... shit him!!!
and now i'm stuck with no $$ so how on earth am i going to get a new phone... when all the phones now are so eX without plaN?
i see my empty handphone holder and feel so so saD...
i dun feel like going to school tml... i dun feel like doing anything else... i waN my hubby back.... =(
10:44 PM
Monday, December 13, 2004Y
- my deePest syMpatHy n cOnsolaTion -
just now saW the news on chn 8...
a male teacheR from NyJc died from an aCCident, while he was having hoNeymoon with his wiFe.
i dunno his naMe, but i know him as i've seen him arOund Ny and he once took me for afternoon pE...
*my deepest sympathy to hIm... and maY u rest in peacE...
toDay's the first day of schooL, went to sCHool with brendan. both of us were quite tired frOm waking up early (at 6+)
and this being the 1st day of school, so didnt talk muCh on the train ride... just listened to CinDi's cD...today's lessOn waS quite ok la, glaD tat kenneth tan still teaching us, but for anotheR modUle... hahaZ~ thou he frowned uPon his misfortune.
meT dear after schOOl toDay... he saId i'm not myself toDay, thou he kept asking, i didnt admit or tell him why...
cos i'm saD when i saw his time table..
last semeSter, we usEd to be able to meet almost everyday... cos our tiMe taBle is quiTe complementary. but nOw...
we can only meeT the moSt two days, monday and friday.
and we cant meet to school on any dayS...! thinking bout that made me saD, thou we only meet about an hour each time we go home together, it's such a niCe feeling to see hiM afetr a tirinG daY of school...
8:31 PM
Sunday, December 12, 2004Y
_ cheLe n rIn _
finaLLy met sherin dear after so so long...
we only met for a few hourS, went to JunCtion8 to walk walk...
so niCe to have her arouNd. miSSed her so muCH ! we had lots to talk aboUt... maybe meeting her on tUes.
and we took nice nice neoprinTs... i rememeber only take with her tWice when we weRe in jC...
then weNt to guantat's house to have diNNer befoe we head to s'Pore eXpo to waTch " the jungiery sTars meGa conCerT"
quite nice la, got 5566, 183 cluB, CinDI wanG and tOrO!! and many la...they sing liVe very nice.. but siT quite far, and there are
few gang of gaS...like sToneS lor!! so big size then still keep standing up... i knOw they very hiGh cos see their idols la, but also duN need like tat maH...cIndI look really sweeT, like priNcess.
hmmmn, so wOrried for my best frienD- lyn-
the one stuDying in perTh... she just broke up with her bf... adrain called me... he's really upset... he's a really nicE guy, treasures lyn so so much... he has already prepared a suRpriSe for her,and wans to fly over to sEE her soon... but...
really hope they'll paTch... *praY
2:36 PM
Friday, December 10, 2004Y
^...sTeaMboAt ...^
haD steamboat at Marina South with brEndan and his gang of frienDs...
wAs quite niCe la... hehe~ his Poor friendS, cos brendan moSt of the tiMe ony taLk to me. cos i dunno his friends ma... except kangwei and carOl... but we didnt taLk either.
But never minD la, at least got brendan aCC me ...
was so full thou didnt eat much... HaD green bean souP too~
anD gueSs waD ? jing xuan phoned me wheN i was eating... and she was also at marina having steamboAt!~ she said she saW ahmaD there too... gosH! what a coincideNce ...
too baD, i only saw my deAr ahmad... didnt sEE xuaN...but it was nice enough la~~
goNNa have one full day of fUn tml!!~ meeTing sheriN my deAr deaR...
11:07 PM
Monday, December 06, 2004Y
^^thE inCreDibLes^^
hehe~~ wenT to waTch "the IncreDibLes" with my DeaR and zHisheNg...
very niCe cartOOn!!~
the incReDiblEs fAMily-- mR inCredibles is SUper stroNG, mRs inCreDibles is veRy elAstic, caN make herself into a paraChute, babY inCreDibleS is a fIerY moNster wheN distuRed,
tWO kiDs--DaSh rUns @ the sPeeD of lightning, and his sisteR can bLow a huGe bubble to protect otHers and becoMe invisible!!
quite fuNNy... SMall ZhiSheNg fell aSleep on my Lap on the waY hoMe...duNNo why, thou we not reLated, i reAlly doTe on him aloT...
this is the Last weeK of my hOls le... so so faSt...!!!
7:24 PM
Friday, December 03, 2004Y
aLohA cHaNgi !!
hehe... on wednesdaY, 1st deC, went to "guitar chaLet"
organiSed bY my beLoveD nyJc guiTar club...-aloha changi chalet G
came back toDay at nOOn... daMn tiRed...
i think i'm ^sUperGaL^... hahaZ~ cos me aNd the buNch of tHose who stayEd oveR didnT sleep thru'ouT e nighT... we chaTted, plaYed pOka cardS, plaYed moNopoLy, firEworKs aNd juSt wenT craZy la... hehe
befoRe tat, we just watCHed tv togetheR...*sinGApoRe idOl
all of Us are foR taUfiK... we were so eXcitEd, some of them eVen maDe a dare to sTrip if slY won... (gosh, wad a bet)
haD lotsa fuN taKing dIgI-picS witH my friendS there...
feeL tat thou it's been a whiLe sinCe we meT and i'M noT an nYjcian anymoRe, they still regaRd me aS a guiTAr cluB membeR 4eva...
we stiLL cliCked like we dId befoRe... tOO bad xuan didn't joiN us...
oh ya, we suPPosEDly planned to watch the sunRise but idnt manage to sEE it...=(
it's my first time stayiNG ovEr at chaLet with a bunCh of frieNds... wad an experieNce!~
saD tat it may be tHE lasT gatHerinG we haVe, cos the guyS have to biD goodbe and sErve NS sOOn...wILL miSS theM so much,...!!!!
*nyJc gUitaR cLuB roXX!! maybe coS
9:12 PM