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Welcome to Chele's world
Sunday, February 15, 2009Y
disappointed ...

chatted with dar again on MSN today. hmmmn but quite disappointed cos he told me a timing but was late... i waited till he came,.. but we merely chatted for one hour then he went offline.
and during our conversation, he was quite quiet unlike last time.. dunno why too.
i miss him lots ytd... cos ytd was Vday. Occupied myself with stuff at home... but by evening, i was very lonely. Then felt emotional already. started thinking abt stuff...

tomorrow's work again! when would work be not so hectic like in the past?
i have loads of pending stuff to clear. =(

anyway, ytd wrote a super long letter to lyn... hope it gets to her. and perhaps after reading she'll do sth...

sweet ^o^ 6:14 PM

quiz stolen from Ah Jing =P

APPEARANCE

I am shorter that 5'4.[x]
I think I'm ugly sometimes.[x]
I have many scars.[x]
I tan easily.[x]
I wish my hair was a different colour.[ ]
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.[ ]
I have a tattoo.[ ]
I am self-conscious about my appearance.[x]
I have/had braces.[ ]
I wear glasses.[x]
I would get plastic if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.[x]
I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.[x]
I have piercings in places besides my ears.[ ]
I have freckles. [ ] +

FAMILY
I've sworn at my parents.[x]
I've run away from home.[ ]
I've been kicked out of the house.[ ]
My biological parents are together.[ x]
I have a sibling less that one year old.[ ]
I want to have kids someday.[x ]
I've had children.[ ]
I've lost a child.[ ]

EMBARRASSMENT
I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.[x]
Disney movies still make me cry.[ x]
I've peed from laughing.[ x]
I've snorted while laughing.[]
I've laughed so hard I've cried.[ x]
I've glued my hand to something.[ x]
I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.[ ]
I've had my trousers rip in public.

RELATIONSHIPS
I'm single.[]
I'm in a relationship.[ x]
I'm engaged.[ ]
I'm married.[ ]
I've gone on a blind date.[ x]
I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.[x]
I miss someone right now.[x]
I have fear of abandonment.[x ]
I've cheated in a relationship.[ ]
I"ve gotten divorced.[ ]
I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.[x ]
I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.[ ]
I've told someone I didn't love them when i did.[ ]
I've kept something from a past relationship.

SEXUALITY
I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.[x ]
I've had a crush on a teacher.[x]
I am a cuddler.[x]
I've been kissed in the rain.[ ]
I've hugged a stranger.[ ]
I've kissed a stranger.

HONESTY
I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.[x]
I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.[x ]
I've snuck out of my house.[ ]
I have lied to my parents about where I am.[ x]
I am keeping a secret from the world.[ ]
I have cheated while playing a game.[x]
I have cheated on a test.[ x]
I have been suspended from school.

BAD TIMES

I have consumed alcohol.[x]
I regularly drink.[ ]
I can't swallow pills.[ ]
I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.[ ]
I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.[ ]
I shut others out when I'm upset.[x]
I take anti-depressants.[ ]
I'm anorexic/ bulimic.[]
I have slept an entire day when I didn't need it.[ ]
I have hurt myselfon purpose.[x ]
I am addicted to self harm.[ ]
I have woken up crying. [ ]

sweet ^o^ 4:05 PM

Sunday, February 08, 2009Y
i SHOULD be contented. =)

chatted with dear over MSN just now... =)
Finally got a real long chat with him ever since he went over to L.A.

we chatted online for abt 2 hours.... i'm really glad, but i'm greedy for more!
there's so much things i wanna talk to him abt, so many things i wanna ask him abt... but cos of the time difference and he's using other people's laptop, we cant chat as long as we wan.

anyway... weekends so far has been fulfilling. Friday met dear stitch at AMK hub to have dinner. last met her in Dec. Heheh missed her so much! we walked ard hub... short dinner date as usual, but it's still nice to catch up with her. at least i know she always have me in her heart, Unlike.. ....
Afterwhich, met Cinder for stayover at her house. hehehe... beeen long since i renewed my PR status there. We had a loooong looong chat at her house till bout 3am . hahaz... it was a nice chat abt everything. from love to family to friends... it feels ever so comfortable talking to dearie.
We slept till ard 12 the next morning and had Ichiban for lunch. Then cabbed down to bugis for shopping. oh my... we sure are behavng like Tai-tais alrdy. hahaz!
bugis street is undergoing a huge revamp, so alot of shops closed down... sadly.

it's quite fast actually, 2 weeks past since dear went L.A. but it's definitely way longer to go...
28 Feb. i'll be waiting.

sweet ^o^ 2:03 PM

Sunday, February 01, 2009Y
pics up!

just some random pics taken over CNY so far...
Darling with ar ar before setting off...
last pic with dear before he flies... note my swollen eye!

my apple green dress on Chu Yi



Cousin's annual movie date at AMK Cathay - The wedding Game





8 course lunch on 2nd day at Pin Si


pic taken with Riya ytd


my cute Ang moh cousin~


sweet ^o^ 4:19 PM