Darling's gone to thailand with his buddies... Thou i cant go i hope he'll enjoy himself and take a good break. afterall, he deserves the break for working so hard all along. Hope he would behave and take care of himself... Last night had a really bad dream. Silly me with all the incredible dreams tat i always have. hmmm it was abt tart... dreamt he told me that he actually had one gf before me that he loved alot, more than he ever loved anyone including me. It mattered to me alot in the dream, and i felt really hurt when he said he wont love anyone as much as her. haha but in reality, not possible. I can say i know his love history thoroughly. =)