Friday, October 12, 2007Y
is it my mood swing?
cant help but wonder.... is it my mood swing?
been feeling quite down past couple of days... hmmmn, i'm a super jealous person. i know jealousy isnt good ... but i cant help it... and it'll make me feel super lousy and all negative feeling would set in...
hmmmn... and sometimes, i really wonder if he's commitment. he always seems too busy for me... i know i shouldnt blame him for tat, cos i know work is more impt...
Recently we seldom chat on the phone anymore... cos many times he's too tired or busy to chat... it has always been tatnchele habit to chat awhile before going to sleep... thou it may be nth impt but it means sth to me.. .we have cut dow on sms and phone in the day cos of his busy scheduele... now the night one is cut off too ...
perhaps i've become less understanding? i dunno .. i just feel this is not too much to expect right? barely a week to our4th anniversary... yet my present for him isnt even halfway done.
10:40 AM