just for the sake of updating i guess.... i'm starting work on this weekenDs... hmmmn, exciteD, yet nervouS... cos i know nut bout being a waitress... and it's always not very nice being a new employee... not tat i'll be bullied... but more of my blurneSS school's een fine... now's week 5, and i'll be having my hols again after week 7 !~ so fast right? but tat also means that i'll have many projects and tests on week6 ... and due week 7... finally a testimonial from HER... but the same old promiSes to meet and write to me, or stay in touch, take care msg... they mean nothing to me already... cos i'm siCk of her empty promiSes... what kind of a frieNd is this... well if she's busy i can forgive her, or eVen dun mind.... but the fact is, she's not. i'm miSSing outta her life... and she's out of mine too... but i still miSS her and want her baCk into my lifE... sound lesbianIc.. anyway... that's all..