*my deePest sympaThy to tSunaMi vicTimS... maY thE worst be ovEr sooN...*
few more hours before 2005... i didnt go for countdown todAy.
perhaPs cos i'm not in a mOOd to go ouT to celebRate or sth... wanted to go beach toDay with deaR, but cos the weathEr these few dayS is qUite bAd... rainInG thrU'ouT, so wE canceLLed ouR plaNs...
wenT to tart's houSe... watCHed vCd. we've just kiNDa made up todAy, cos thou we met yesterday, we didnt reALLy talk.
at his houSe i suddenLy tot of wanTing to sEE all the letteRs tat sHueN (his ex) wrote to her in the PasT... he refuseD to let me see at firsT, but i beGGed him to... alSo with his mum's help... hehe
it maDe me reaLised alot of thinGs suddenly... i'm not sad/unhappy or anythinG...
saW tat one of the PiCs they took... kiSSing...
kept staring at the piC, i dunno why... and feLt...tat my heart achEd.it jus did... what's wrOng with me? i knoW it's all in the pasT le... and i reaLLy dun miNd...
anyWay...
*haPPy 2005 eveRyone!!* hugZ