i feeL... juSt now thRu' sMs, he toLd me he tot of aloT of thinGs too.. he sAiD he dunno how lonG we'd stiLL last, coS aloT of thinGs happened btw uS recentLy... he said he's alwaYs huRting me... anD aloT aloT of thinGs i canT rememBer... it aLL souNds to me as if we're aBouT to eNd... wHy has it becoMe like tat?
he saW my diary toDay... buT he didn'T say anythinG... i was so disappOinTed coS i wroTe stH there bouT hiM, i tot he's be reaLLy haPPy to knOw tat...duRing work, i left my phone at home.. and switChed it oFF.. itot bouT aloT aLot of thinGs bouT me and hiM...
til noW... i can saY i alMost caNt do withouT hiM anymoRe... i'M so afrAid sth might haPpen... does'nT he knOw tat he'LL huRt me eveN moRe iF he'S not by my siDe anymorE?